Now

My current state of mind…paralysis by analysis.  And a little laziness thrown in.

Or maybe it’s just January and my mind and body are frozen just like my vegetable garden.

My mind is racing with a bazillion things I should do and a bazillion things I’d like to do.  I have an entire roomful of projects I’ve started and never finished.  There are seeds of projects, never started,  in there too.  I want to create. I want to organize. I want to workout.  I want to eat better.  I want to do a triathlon this summer.  I want my freakin’ house clean & organized.  I want it all now.

And I’m not motivated to do any of it.

I can throw in an emergency load of laundry so I can go to work.  I can get to work.  I can do one or two items a day.  But no more.

Maybe I should stop beating myself up for being so unmotivated.  Maybe I should cut myself a little slack and be “ok” with doing 1 or 2 things on my list everyday.

It would be really cool if everything, magically, got completed.  Until then, I’m going to try to be nice to myself and methodically get a few things done every day.

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a little pellet of hell
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