My current state of mind…paralysis by analysis. And a little laziness thrown in.
Or maybe it’s just January and my mind and body are frozen just like my vegetable garden.
My mind is racing with a bazillion things I should do and a bazillion things I’d like to do. I have an entire roomful of projects I’ve started and never finished. There are seeds of projects, never started, in there too. I want to create. I want to organize. I want to workout. I want to eat better. I want to do a triathlon this summer. I want my freakin’ house clean & organized. I want it all now.
And I’m not motivated to do any of it.
I can throw in an emergency load of laundry so I can go to work. I can get to work. I can do one or two items a day. But no more.
Maybe I should stop beating myself up for being so unmotivated. Maybe I should cut myself a little slack and be “ok” with doing 1 or 2 things on my list everyday.
It would be really cool if everything, magically, got completed. Until then, I’m going to try to be nice to myself and methodically get a few things done every day.